had to peek into someone's dreams besides my own out of curiosity and as a sanity check. them trees had flickering stars just like what I saw for real when I was there years ago with badger, that was reassuring so I just kept lookin and thinkin. thinking of this dreamer's travels filled me with a bit of a watermellon border collie's longing for ( Read more... )

I fuckin love bbq's on the beach, or in backyards, or even porches and rooftops. and if I ever wanna feel like a little kid again I'll walk through the burnt out charcoals in the sand the next morning. oh, and of course a dice game has to be going also

had a TB scare dropped on me last night, but the person ended up having the latent kind and I'm ok too. I was playing out all the possible phone calls I'd have to make to friends "Hey, I got TB. Huh? Yeah, that shit you get in Siberian political prisons. Fuck, I dunno you cough up blood and lose a bunch weight. Yeah, one of the other fuckers ( Read more... )

took an overnight road trip to see them people who love me. brother, sister, and nieces and nephews. damn if it didn't feel good to go out to the country and see the stars and smell the orange blossoms. even the ping of inherent sadness that comes with the place was welcomed by my soul. I'm not really sure if I was lost or found by this little ( Read more... )

man, shit's so damn confusin. you think I talk nonsense to you? I don't even make complete sentences to myself anymore. and you ever notice sometimes how 2 years ago feels closer than one year ago? and how that pisses you off because 2 years ago fuckin sucked. I'm not even going to go into all the other shit cos it's all just fuckin ( Read more... )

nope, not the lame band but this fuckin rad spring season in the year of the monkey! Every day I wake up with a smile just wondering which Monkey I want to be before I go foolin around!

it seems that my biggest pleasure is still drinkin tequila and listenin to Royal Trux

sometimes knowing what one does proves to be utterly incapacating and incenerates any initiative leaving only that whorrible fear

these movies fuckin rule! this is going to be the best X maz eva!

I like the pulgas flamenco clapping and playing castanets... relaxes oneself.