I think of Jodi, and "traffic" by bitch and animal, and I think, she's the one I miss the most. I think she was one of the best friends I ever had. A close connection. I emailed her tonight. I shouldn't have. The truth is, I'm afraid

I'm lonely. Granted, I am listening to "crowd surf off a cliff" by emily haines in a dark room while it's monsooning outside and I'm down on my sleep. But I'm lonely. I miss...someone I can't name. And that makes me lonelier. I'd like to say it's jodi, and sometimes I do miss her. But I realize I am so ready to believe she will let me down. She's ( Read more... )

Leaving for Vietnam in a week and a half...I can't believe it's actually here. Hawaii, Kara, Jamie, and Jodi are all back up at school already. I miss them. I'll miss my team this semester. But more than that, I'm unbelievably excited for my travels. I've got about three books to finish before I head off, but I'm almost through the movie lists. ( Read more... )

My favorite on the CD she made me- "Easy to be around" by Diane Cluck. Currently making me elated and miserable. I want things I can't have.

 I'm in love with this summer...sure, it started out hard, but it's looking up. My internship is phenomenal, they're posting my video on their site soon, and want me to make another one. I'm learning so much, and have the chance to take the Green Associate exam. Kim from crew is back in DC, so one friend at least. I love this city, I love having ( Read more... )

I hardly use this anymore, I know. So if there is actually anyone who still reads this, I'm impressed. I think I just got scared of admitting what I was feeling or thinking for a while, so I decided not to deal with it ( Read more... )

Sooo... Australia is out of the picture... I am going to Vietnam instead ( Read more... )

Basics ( Read more... )

So I recently got into my school's Queensland, Australia study abroad program for this fall (!!!!!!) They told us any visitors from home who want to come should visit during our one week break during the term ( Read more... )

Butternut Squash Quesadillas with Leeks and Feta ( Read more... )