Well, lately I have been having a tough time with everything. Nothing seems to be going right. I feel as though all the drama that is happening is causing me to fall back into my drug phase. I am sick and tired of Derric's mood swings and getting pissed over little shit. I do not know how long I can put up with this for. CJ is also giving me ( Read more... )

LJ Interests meme results

1. dancing:
   fantatic. i love to bump and grind
2. music:
   helps get me figure shit out and relax
3. people:
   peope are very interesting...you meet some weird ones
4. reading:
   reading takes me to a whole new world where i dont have to worry about my problems
5. talking:
   who doesnt love talking?

Today is mine and Derric's one year anniversary. Yep, that's right, July 25, 2005. Think everything should be perfect, but you're wrong. Today has been less than perfect. He asked me if I wanted to go to IHOP and I said sure, well, I wanted to look pretty for him since it is our BIG DAY! I spent an hour on my hair and makeup and wore a cute ( Read more... )

Hey guys, whats up, I'm back with some more news. Well, on Monday, July 25 is mine and Derric's year anniversary, I AM SO EXCITED! This is the longest I have ever been with anybody, so you can only imagine, huh? I wonder what he got me; I told him not to get me anything since I am out of a job and all, but knowing him, he probabley did. The job ( Read more... )

Today is another day and still the same shit. Derric and I are fighting again, I hate this. I try to tell him that I don't want to fight anymore and that I can't do this much longer, but I love him and know that leaving him would not be an option at this point in time. Lately, it seems like all we do is fight, how am I suppossed to handle this ( Read more... )

Dude, I am so seriously almost fed up with the shit that everybody is pulling up at the job. I was workin today and had no idea that Mrs. KissASS was coming in, when I saw her it was like "BLAH!" I called her a "fucking bitch" under my breath. Stephanie, the racist managers daughter, went and told on me. Man whatever, that is such pussy shit ( Read more... )

Hey guys, long time no talk, eh? Well, I have been up to a lot lately. My job is screwing me over majorly and my parents have already called the labor board. My manager is a Mexican ( I have no problem with Mexican's), but she is racist against those who are not her race. She has jacked me around for the past year and I am personally sick and ( Read more... )

I've been running errands for the last three days straight, so I am pretty exhausted. We finally got our computer back, so I was pretty excited about that! Although, I almost wish that we would have never gotten it back. I was reading through my email and saw that I had recieved one from Derric. It said something about me calling at 2 in the ( Read more... )

Hey there! Long time no see! My computer has a virus and my dad had to take it to one of those computer places. So, for now I have to use my laptop. Anywho, a lot has happend since the last time that I wrote. But, there is one particular thing that I want to write about. His name is Derric. At first, I really didn't think that it would be ( Read more... )

Why do I go on living ( Read more... )