I am very happy that 2012 is finally here ( Read more... )

Welcome to 2011 ( Read more... )

So lately I've been looking at old journal entries I've posted. This is something I've been doing since sophomore year and I love it. It's so entertaining to read my thoughts over the course of the past few years. Sometimes I cringe at the things I've written, sometimes it makes me laugh, but no matter what I get a good peek into my own thoughts ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up to the faint sound of my shitty Nokia phone ringing. It had been called three times before I got to it. Diana was calling. When I finally picked up and mumbled, "What's wrong?" into the phone she asked me when the last time I spoke to Mom was ( Read more... )

I am so tired of this God-damned gambling problem with my mother ( Read more... )

I am on a constant see-saw in my life ( Read more... )

Quick note ( Read more... )

Welcome to 2010 ( Read more... )

I miss Carson so much I feel like a piece of me is missing ( Read more... )

I've had this image in my head lately. It's of me in a hot air balloon. You know how they have all those weights tied over the balloon to keep it grounded? I picture myself in the balloon, by myself, calmly and systematically cutting each rope and releasing the weights. With each snapping string the balloon floats higher and higher until eventually ( Read more... )