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new journal mate.

going to delete my journal.

bye.

today, i feel alien to myself.

ok, so i've finally decided to do something about the way i'm feeling. i'm going to see the doctor on monday & hopefully he can sort me out. i get to pick my new glasses up too, going to be a geek! my moods kind of temperamental today, it's rapidly changing from highs to lows i think i need to stop snapping at people so much, esp when they havn't ( Read more... )

trying to pick myself up off the floor, anyone wanna help me?

feeling super duper lonely, it bugs me how all the assholes get the girls & i get none, maybe i am the biggest asshole of all? ohh, i don't know it's just really dragging me down lately, anyone wanna be my girlfriend? please?
:(

me & stevie got a ginuea pig, we named her rambo, even though we was convinced it was a boy we was proven wrong :( here's the little fella'


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she's seen all the classics, she knows every line, breakfast club, pretty in pink even st elmos fireeeee!
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i can't even begin to explain how empty i feel, i never thought they would of said that stuff to me. never in a million years, i just thought it was said over the internet out of angst & arguments. i've never been hated passionately by anyone before. what hurts most is them laughing at me & wanting me to die. & wishing they never met me. it's funny ( Read more... )

ok, you hate me. but i'm afraid you're going to be around me some times in the future & all i want is to be civil, maybe not even civil. just ignore me if you hate me that much. just don't start arguments & embarass me! tssk!

the more you get, the less you care, don't think you'd ever smile, i bet we'll never speak againcontrary to all that i had ( Read more... )