i'm turning into a big ebay slag again. i've bought like two pairs of shoes off there already, haha, but yeah anyone want a pair of dickies or adidas jacket or straight edge t'shirt? look here ( Read more... )

i don't know how to feel about things at the moment. i'm ok, i'm not crying or sad or anything. i mean shit i knew this was coming anyway it was just a question of when?. personally i went to sleep thinking i couldn't give two fucks & i woke up feeling exactly the same way. infact i wouldn't give a fuck is she died. & i'm sure the feelings mutual, ( Read more... )

glass half empty

i'm totally miserable. i hate not being with them, i hate not being with her, i hate spending my days in my bedroom trapped with my thoughts & my penguin toys, i just hate being lonely. & at the moment i feel like the loneliest person in the world. i need to stop crying & get a grip. bike scene just about sums me up.

spending my time with kristy & bease at the moment, should be good for all three of us, beaches & lots of food & stuff. sure, i'm missing the others, but in the long run it'll be better for me. maybe we can hang out as friends one day or something. oh well, win some you lose some.

got to be up at like nine tomorrow morning, so good night!

time to break away, time to get happy.

so i'm sat here with the new early november cd on, it's lush! it's like three disks with like 30 odd songs on. good way to start my summer really. if i ask nicely maybe stevie will take me for long drives with it playing. yeah yeah, but anyway i'm gunna make an entry, probably which will consist of pictures aswell. yeah i think it will ( Read more... )

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rightt, so time for a written entry about my time in amsterdam. i went last monday & i was a bit warey about going. but i got excited on the plane & was super happy when i got there. landed at like ten oclock there time or something like that. met angela my mams friend & we got back to her house at like eleven oclock because of the trains & stuff ( Read more... )

so, i went to amsterdam with my mam & stayed with her friends. it was really warm & really nice to get away kind of. so here's some pictures!

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