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i don't know how to feel about things at the moment. i'm ok, i'm not crying or sad or anything. i mean shit i knew this was coming anyway it was just a question of when?. personally i went to sleep thinking i couldn't give two fucks & i woke up feeling exactly the same way. infact i wouldn't give a fuck is she died. & i'm sure the feelings mutual, it's amazing how you can love someone so much & then bit by bit grow to really hate them. i guess there is a fine line between love & hate. but like my dad told me if you hate someone you're still thinking about them & focusing alot of what you do around them, so as from today you're dead to me & i couldn't feel more liberated. breath of fresh air really. time to get my life on track & spend time with people that actually care about me. it's a win win situation for all of us really.