So much has changed.
Yet I still feel the same.

me & my cousin are  havin' a lil party at her house on saturday. i'm so excited =] i'm actually gonna get smashed -- & that's definetly a once in a blue moon kinda thing 'cause everyone knows i HATE drinking. but if it's with my cousin, it's all good. i'm seriouslly so excited tho. we decorated her closet & made it into a bar. & we're gonna hang ( Read more... )

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i guess the hardest thing and the right thing are the same thing. everything is falling apart. my relationship is going to shit. the solution is obvious, but neither one of us as the balls to go through with it. i'm stressing, i'm screaming, i'm bawling my eyes out -- & i can't seem to bring myself back to good ( Read more... )

i have so much to say, but i can't slow my mind down enough to sort it all out. so many different things have been running through my mind lately, & all i really wanna do is scream. i'm so over complications & questions. i don't know if it's fear or doubt or regret or anticipation. i must have lost myself somewhere along the way. because when i ( Read more... )

prom was amazing. i danced all night. & prom weekend -- could have had a better ending. but that's just how my life is. i get my heart broken & i deal. no one gets away with treating me like shit. & no matter how it seems, it's never forgotten. or forgiven.

it's whatever. i can't wait till graduation.

ps. i got the job. $10 an hour. full-time in ( Read more... )

i can't believe i'm graduating. i seriouslly can not believe it. i've come so far in the past 12 years. i think i've learned the most in the past 5 years tho. since 8th grade, i've gone through so much bullshit -- but i had fun along the way. ah man, i honestly do wish i could go back & do it all again. we had some good ass times back in 8th grade ( Read more... )

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R.I.P
WHiTNEY SALAS
07.13.89 - 04.22.06

"I'm not somebody that you can graph, meaning that I'm not predictable in any form or fashion, once you understand that, then you understand me better. Fuck traps because I can get out of any trap. Any type of means to snare me is useless. Especially if its just a mental trap or something like that.......I'm ( Read more... )

i'm ready to graduate. i'm ready to be around civilized people. i'm done with high school ( Read more... )