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i guess the hardest thing and the right thing are the same thing.
everything is falling apart. my relationship is going to shit. the solution is obvious, but neither one of us as the balls to go through with it. i'm stressing, i'm screaming, i'm bawling my eyes out -- & i can't seem to bring myself back to good.
actually, my entire life has gone to shit since graduation. it's sad that it took this long for me to realize how truely FUCKED UP people are. i'm done being the one who trys to hold shit together. i'm so fucking done. done with you. done with your immature bullshit. just fucking done. & i could say so much more, but YOU'RE NOT WORTH THE ENERGY anymore.
fuck friends. i got my family, & that's the only thing i can count on. i got my cousin & she's all i need. she knows me better than i know myself, & she never judges me. 'cause we're family, & we got it like that =] but no, forreal -- i'm done with drama. if you're not gonna be there for me when i'm goin' thru some rough shit, i'm not gonna be there for you. so remember that when you're lookin' for a shoulder.
i'm only showing you the same courtesy that you showed me.
so fuck that. & fuck you. yeah, you got to me. & now i'm over it.
everything is falling apart. my relationship is going to shit. the solution is obvious, but neither one of us as the balls to go through with it. i'm stressing, i'm screaming, i'm bawling my eyes out -- & i can't seem to bring myself back to good.
actually, my entire life has gone to shit since graduation. it's sad that it took this long for me to realize how truely FUCKED UP people are. i'm done being the one who trys to hold shit together. i'm so fucking done. done with you. done with your immature bullshit. just fucking done. & i could say so much more, but YOU'RE NOT WORTH THE ENERGY anymore.
fuck friends. i got my family, & that's the only thing i can count on. i got my cousin & she's all i need. she knows me better than i know myself, & she never judges me. 'cause we're family, & we got it like that =] but no, forreal -- i'm done with drama. if you're not gonna be there for me when i'm goin' thru some rough shit, i'm not gonna be there for you. so remember that when you're lookin' for a shoulder.
i'm only showing you the same courtesy that you showed me.
so fuck that. & fuck you. yeah, you got to me. & now i'm over it.