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i have so much to say, but i can't slow my mind down enough to sort it all out. so many different things have been running through my mind lately, & all i really wanna do is scream. i'm so over complications & questions. i don't know if it's fear or doubt or regret or anticipation. i must have lost myself somewhere along the way. because when i look around, no ones seein' me the same as they used to. i feel like i woke up one morning & suddenly had no friends. i miss it. i miss having girls nights at UNO's & chillin' in random apartments in plainfield with my wifey or biscuit. & tryin' to sneek out of danielle's beeping house -- that thing is RiDiCULOUS. & smokin' in my car at quibbletown park. i miss how we all used to lean on eachother, no matter what. i must have fucked up somewhere between last year & this year -- because nothing's been the same since we grew up.
i'm ready to move on. honestly, i am. you fucked up with me. it takes two people to keep a friendship going. & while there's that select few who are always there -- there's been too many who give up way too easily.
fuck highschool.
i'm over it.
i'm ready to move on. honestly, i am. you fucked up with me. it takes two people to keep a friendship going. & while there's that select few who are always there -- there's been too many who give up way too easily.
fuck highschool.
i'm over it.