I'm feeling very overwhelmed right now ( Read more... )

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Just a quick note before I run off to work my double. Itis been *so* damn long (21 weeks!). My cast is off now, and although we don't have a desk (the computer is on the floor) I haven't a good reason not to write ( Read more... )

So, things pretty much suck right now. No matter where I look, I can't seem to find the good in things. My aunt Meredith passed away a few days ago, her funeral is today. I really wish I could have made it, but I'm not financially stable enough that my budget will allow me to splurge on a plane ticket. Part of me feels really guilty about it, but I ( Read more... )

No longer will I wait around for motivation to come and knock on my door. Too often, I find myself looking for inspiration to come find me when I am on the brink of starting a daunting task. A vague example would be living a healthy lifestyle. At the rate I'm going, I will probably be diagnosed with osteoporosis or some other debilitating disease ( Read more... )

...is not as easy as I thought it would be. After watching back to back episodes of "What Not to Wear" I felt inspired to finally clean out my closet. I had visions of neatly folded drawers where everything was organized and easily visible. Well, getting there is taking a lot longer than it should. Take my lingerie, for an example. I counted 50+ ( ( Read more... )

I've decided I'm going to make a change. My grandmother had her 87th birthday today, and although I didn't get to see her, the conversation we had was very inspiring. I know I'm not going to find true (or permanent) happiness with ana. Once and for all, I'm going for a total life overhaul. I want to feel good, I want to have energy. I want to ( Read more... )

Things have been really difficult for me lately. I'm taking antidepressants. I guess you could say they're working, since I'm not crying all the time, and I'm by no means suicidal. Still, I'm not happy. Unless I have to work I have difficulty pulling myself out of bed. My war with my body is in full force. I know it's the only one I have, and I ( Read more... )

Not much in the way of creative juices right now, just bored and can't sleep ( Read more... )

Considering all that has happened this week, I am pretty relaxed right now. My room is finally (somewhat) clean, I've got my incense burning, sublime jamming, and a few hits from the bowl makes things complete ( Read more... )