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I miss them so much...
A few weeks ago, the middle of summer when we first got the cottage, I saw a horse grazing by the side of the road. The next time I was up, I found out that the horse was one of four that resided in a barn. There's a longer story here, but I can't type it out right now. I'm not sure if I already said this before ( Read more... ) -
The Chains which Bind my Wings
For all the times I've ranted about my friends, specifically M and R, and how they are horrible friends, you'd think that I'd just drop them forever, instead of going back every time. It'd be easier, wouldn't it? Why keep ranting when you can stop it easily by not being friends with them, right?
Because it's easier to be with them than against them ( Read more... ) -
Autumn's (cold) Glory
The weather acts as if it's itching to go into fall. Warm, even hot days with a sudden cool, dreary day looking out-of-place, like a new kid standing at the front of the classroom, shifting around and not knowing where to sit while all the other kids glide to their seats. It's like poor Autumn really wants to join in, take over the school of other ( Read more... ) -
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Your close friends become strangers
lollipops turn into cigarettes
the innocent ones turn into sluts
homework goes in the trash
soda becomes vodka
kisses turn into sex.
Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?
When protection meant wearing a helmet?
When the worst thing you could get from boys were cooties?
Dads shoulders were the ( Read more... ) -
Surviving the First Day
Summary of what happened as-of-late:
M had a pregnancy scare, but it's over now because her monthly gift came today. Thing is, she wanted to be pregnant. First she didn't know she could be (the withdrawal method was "perfect" in her mind, till I proved her wrong) then she was scared, and then she was hopeful.
R dumped us as friends, and of course, ( Read more... ) -
Half a World Away
Does anyone wonder still of why I rather spend my days reading, writing, dreaming and talking to people a half a world away (or, at least a good distance away)? You'd think by now, somebody would have a clue. But many don't. Many still wonder.
I have to wonder myself if it's better to think they don't know or that they do know, but don't care. If ( Read more... ) -
Walking the Talk
It is definitely two totally different things- talking the talk and walking the walk. Especially when you like someone ( Read more... ) -
Not A People-Person
I'm not a people person. I don't know if I've written this before, maybe I have, maybe i haven't. But I know that many people think I'm a people person.
Sure, I'll say Hi and Have a good day to random strangers that I'll never see again. I'll carry on a conversation with someone in the car next to us who will drive away in a few seconds. But that's ( Read more... ) -
Letter to a "Sister"
I always say to my brother that I love him because I have to, not because I want to. That's not true precisely. He's my brother, and I'm glad he is. I don't feel caged with him in that standing ( Read more... ) -
Reality Found
It's upsetting really. I came here to write about M and some changes, for lack of much else to write. First though, I dropped by my old Blogger account to see what's up on the blogs I followed. I'd been waiting in anticipation for one blogger to post something, anything. I suspected that she'd stopped, just like I had, though I didn't stop ( Read more... )