i can't sleep ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night where i was called into work and i had sophie with me. it was 11am. it was sunny and beautiful when i started work and sophie was just hanging out. i forgot my work clothes, but had a bag of things. tj and his jay were there, and so was erica and kat. kat and jay were not working. all of a sudden there was a tornado and i ( Read more... )

my soul feels lighter ( Read more... )

a line from my last post hit me today while i was driving ( Read more... )

sometimes growing up is so awesome. other times it pretty much sucks ( Read more... )

it is at my most vulnerable moments that i realize i'm stronger then i think it am.

today changed everything.

I'm feeling that extreme mama love for my nugget.
Sometimes I forget just how grounded she keeps me. Good head on my shoulders, strong love in my heart. Be good, if not for me then for her.
I am eternally grateful her!
I really am a lucky woman!

i finally cried. not a full out sob fest, but tears down my face.
THANK GOD!
i really fucking miss him. and thats more than okay.
i need to let it out! its making me crazy!

so i've been thinking a lot about death lately (which really isn't anything new) in regards to people i deeply care about. my view on death isn't a sad one and i'm not scared of it. i believe in reincarnation and that our souls live on, learning and gathering information and such. that everyone is here to serve a purpose and help others ( Read more... )

tyler is stationed in bahrain ( Read more... )