I hate feeling like someone literally actually 100% thinks i am an idiot. i dont like when people talk down to me as if im dumb. or in this case way too drunk to know what im doing. ESPECIALLY when the person who is saying it is 10X drunker than i am. so much drama. so much drama caused by one little person. honestly. it could have been so easy. we ( Read more... )

I need an outlet. i need something. i really really really need something.

ughguhguhgughughughguhgu. what is my deal? what is my problem??? i seriously am so insecure and jealous and i hate that about myself. like i feel like dylan is this hot gorgeous guy and im like the little lucky ugly girlfriend. that is seriously how i feel. it drives me crazy. as soon as i am able to like myself, i think this'll change. i mean, ( Read more... )

i like being productive ( Read more... )

life can be funny sometimes. just when u think u have it all figured out, you get slapped in the face, and u have to realize that there is no way to figure life out. u just flow with it. you have to give yourself to the moment. to every single moment that you experience. i feel like when you give yourself 100% to every second of your day is when ( Read more... )

you r so stupid. dumb. retarded. u r a freaking idiot.

hi. good stuff....reading old entries. its crazy how sometimes memories have a way of completely changing your mood. i mean completely. but maybe its just me. i mean, i feel like my mood changes every 45 seconds. thats why they call me impulsive i guess. it really fucks with my head though. like how am i supposed to figure out who i am when my mood ( Read more... )

why cant someone just tell me how im supposed to feel

wow i kinda suck.

ive been trying to write these essays for 2 weeks straight now and i just cant do it.

ive been trying to do what i need to do for like 2 months now and i just cant do it.

i just want some sealice.

and maybe a couple cuts on my toe.

or a jeep that i could drive possibly.

or a friend to talk to.

who understands....?

sushi

my dads house is freezing

anyone wanna come out and play tonight?

is everyone back from orlando yet?