Nov 29, 2006 00:19
life can be funny sometimes. just when u think u have it all figured out, you get slapped in the face, and u have to realize that there is no way to figure life out. u just flow with it. you have to give yourself to the moment. to every single moment that you experience. i feel like when you give yourself 100% to every second of your day is when you are truly the happiest. you cant control what happened 5 seconds ago, so why worry about that. sure, maybe use your experience to help you along, but realistically, other than shaping you, your past is nothing more than a memories. some good some bad. whatever. its over. today you arent the exact same person who you were 5 seconds ago. i was standing, now im sitting. i was rich, now im poor. i was frozen, now im thawed. its funny how my words make sense to me. i feel like im the only person who does understand them sometimes. and thats ok. because the only person that i can count on all the time for judgement, or strength, or anything, is myself. just live. and have fun doing it.