Finals. I haven't even started studying. I think that I am just so freaked out that I just keep putting things off because I know that if I actually look at all of the material I don't know then I am going to have a heart attack. Well if i'm not there for my finals you will know that that is exactly what happened. I am now going to go and ( Read more... )

The wind was extremely cold today, as if it isn't now. I have had play practice and then a production every day this week and I have let my studies slip as a result of my incompetence to plan. I have no practice today but we are performing it tonight once again. BUT we did ace our song last night and you cannot imagine how thankful I am for that ( Read more... )

I am about to go to a sleepover. woo hoo! who doesn't love a good sleepover... um... me! no it will be ok. but i have so much to do. oh well. i've been depressed-ish all day. it will pass. man comedy central sucks right now, or at least this guy does. i should find something to do with my spare time while i am procrastinating. hee hee. ( Read more... )

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Don't think about him, or him. Think about your future, your schedule for next semester, your checking account, anything but him, or him. It isn't good for you. What good will it do you to ponder what may have happened or why he didn't talk to you, or why you didn't talk to him. Don't think about him, or him ( Read more... )

This last weekend was quite joyous. I finally got to see my niece and nephew. They are so beautiful, so unlike most children, so mature and knowledgable about the world around them. Everything from their vocabulary to their humor is so grown-up. It saddens me in a way. It is almost as if they were never given a childhood. Learning to set an ( Read more... )

it's sunday. this weekend was fun. tiring but fun. for some reason i miss my family or maybe it's just my home. anyways, i think i finally figured out my schedule for next semester. that's good. gold rush was nice and i think a great ministering tool. i can't wait to see my niece and nephew this weekend.

Oh how I love to be home! To wake up early in the morning and no one be here but me! The entire house to myself. What will I choose to do? I guess that I will have to find something. I'm just so glad to be here. I wonder why I enjoy being home so.??? Perhaps it is only the fact that I am actually in a house and not a dorm room. Maybe it's ( Read more... )

This week has been fairly uneventful but wonderful because of the thought of getting out two days early! Oh the joy that fills my soul. OH and I now have free tickets to Chicago at the Fox with three of my friends and I can't wait. I love the theater. I just love watching people be what they are not, and enjoy watching their talent. well i know ( Read more... )

Today I felt as if I wanted to curl up in a little ball and cry until I got a headache. ever have those days? I felt as if the assignments just kept coming at me when I was most unprepared to complete them. I was so busy looking at and dwelling on the accomplishments of those around me that I forgot to look forward to the goal that God has for ( Read more... )