God is good
Today I felt as if I wanted to curl up in a little ball and cry until I got a headache. ever have those days? I felt as if the assignments just kept coming at me when I was most unprepared to complete them. I was so busy looking at and dwelling on the accomplishments of those around me that I forgot to look forward to the goal that God has for me to reach. I could not get the thought of my sister out of my head. How I would give anything to see her and to have a relationship with her. I love her children and I feel as if i cannot stand the thought of them feeling as alone as I do at times, when they are so young. I have stopped looking at things as challenges and started seeing them as only chores that I must complete before my head touches my pillow. Then I looked beside me and saw You. the One who was there the entire time only wishing that I would get over myself and turn to You. Your pierced hands reaching out to hold me feelings in them. I need you everyday that I breath the air that You have given me. Every "challenge" that comes along seemingly every moment of every day , I pray that I would never stop seeing You there beside me, looking over my shoulder at my to do list and praying that I would turn to see YOU and Your infinite wisdom. I'm sorry for today and I pray that You would have patience with me as I continue to falter and then learn of Your ways.