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Dec 01, 2004 11:44

The wind was extremely cold today, as if it isn't now. I have had play practice and then a production every day this week and I have let my studies slip as a result of my incompetence to plan. I have no practice today but we are performing it tonight once again. BUT we did ace our song last night and you cannot imagine how thankful I am for that, and for the fact that because of the success we did not have the three directors complaining about our "lack of practice". Well Christmas must be three days away according to the actions of most of the people on campus. I must admit that I get a little scrooge-ish around the holidays. Unlike most people who act the same way during the holidays, I have no excuse for my melancholy state. I have a disorder in my opinion. It is like I become angry at certain times when I see other people happy. I mean really happy. My mother accuses me of wanting no one to be happy and deliberately trying to suck the joy out of people. I swear I do not do this on purpose. All of sudden my family is accusing me of having a bad attitude or not laughing when I am supposed to and then I am forced to analyze my actions. Every time I do this I am still at a loss for the reasons.
Enough of that. I quit the chow hall job, not sure if i've mentioned that yet. ya I didn't care for the hair net. I now have a job just over Christmas break and I guess i'm excited about that. It's a job with the director of CASA in the Appalachian court system and i'm very excited. I just hope it isn't ALL office work and that I get to interact with the kids.
Well I must go.
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