I learned a lot about myself tonight. I learned about love, how I feel about love, and what love is really liie. I'm sor fucked up, I honestly don't care who reads this, cause no one does. Maybe I just learned one thing. I learned that I am a jealous, selfish person and I don't think I'll ever be able to change that. I don't think any of you ( Read more... )

If you read my journal you know that the last one was on a good note. And wouldn't you know it, that very night shit happens to me that really fuckin pisses me off. Not really pisses me off though, depresses me. Is that like Kharma or something, or coincidence, is that the same thing? Maybe what it is is every fuckin day is another day. Maybe ( Read more... )

It seems like I should be complaining. About how there's nothing to do here, or how I miss school, you know, how most college students act when they come home. I think right now I miss the privacy, and of course the people, but I know I'll see them soon. But I'm not. I haven't done much over break, drove around a lot. I don't know, I feel like ( Read more... )

It's a strange and amazing feeling when something threatens you. I'm not talking about somebody like getting pissed and threatening to hurt you or something. I'm talking about something threatening your entire livelyhood, the way you live, the people around you. The first thing it does it make you appreciate those around you, especially the ones ( Read more... )

In case you didn't know, we beat Florida State this weekend. Tore down the goal posts, along with their dreams of becoming national champions. It was amazing, 90,000 people in the stadium, thousands on the field afterwards, all in celebration. This weekend was what college is all about...

Saw the Matrix last night, and I truly believe that I completely understand it. Go see it, tonight, right now, I don't care, see it...

Seeing 311 tonight. Third time seeing them, but I can't give enough respect to one of the first bands I really ever listened to, a sort of thank you for showing me something other than rap. I think Rancid was my first band ever, but I was too young to get any of it then ( Read more... )

So, the end of fall break. Thursday to Tuesday at home. It was nice, nice break from everything, great to see everybody ( Read more... )

I'm embarassed of the way I've been living my life. I've been running lately. Everything that could possibly hurt me I turn away. I haven't even began to type in the website for livejournal because I knew exactly what I would find on my friends page and I knew how much it would hurt. But I'm tired of running. I lay in bed every night and think ( Read more... )

Weekend's over. Clemson killed GT, I won both of my matches, and the Bucs won although I didn't get to go, so it was a succesful one. Atlanta was pretty cool. We went to a frat party that couldn't have kegs cause it was on campus and carded at the door. Use your imagination, we left pretty early, about when the band started to cover OAR and ( Read more... )