everyone is living a secret life except me.

theres so many things i am worried about, and wish i could change. literally hundreds. its the biggest disappointment, finding out that people arent really who you think they are. friends end up being greedy bastards. family members end up being selfish. loved ones turn out to be shady fuckers. am i the only one who is compassionate about these ( Read more... )

i truly know the meaning of that now. in sooo many ways. if it was someone elses fault, i would probably be able to deal, but since its mine, all i want to do is rip out my hair and die. i wish i knew why i do the stupid things i do ( Read more... )

so maybe you havent heard, and maybe you have. my house got robbed about 3 weeks ago. ive been living in my sisters house, and if you want an idea of how bored i am, lets just put it this way: i have no job, no cable, and until today, no internet. the bastards that robbed my house did it while it was being fumigated. they broke into our house from ( Read more... )

mind your own FUCKING business you stupid cunt bag. your lies and conceited behavior arent appreciated, and the only reason anyone likes you is because you fuck suck or jack them off bababahahahaawhdgsflkj;lk ( Read more... )

"donde esta mi cerveza?! AQUI!!AQUI ( Read more... )

so last night was the best and the worst night ive had in a long time. i dont care to explain, but lets just say, ventura sucks a butthole, and i hate it when i see someone who needs help, and im not the one who can help them.

he'll find it in a week and feel like shit when he does.

so i wake up at around 2. sleeping all day is the best thing ever. i listened to sonee's ipod for a while and fucked around with it. its miiiiiine for 2 whole months biatch. he'll probably let me keep it anyway. its all scratched and he said he wants a different color. keep your fingers crossed that he's in a good mood when he gets out ( Read more... )

is by far, the most painful thing i've ever experienced! it hurts worse than stretching your ears, getting a peircing, getting hit in the shins with a baseball bat, and probably child birth. well, maybe not child birth, but it hurts really fucking bad. i was screaming my ass off, like ive never screamed before. the results are SOOOOO WORTH IT. ( Read more... )

if there was some way for me to spontaneously combust out of pure disgust and hatred for a certian someone, i think it would have already happened ( Read more... )