im sick of this stupid little town. its boring scummy and theres too many beans. im ready to travel and meet new people. i used to travel a lot when i was younger and the other night i dreamed about airplane peanuts. for some reason, at high altitude, peanuts taste so much more amazing ( Read more... )

today was the last day of working at bj's. im finally done with that awful place. i owe my mom 40 bills, i need to cash my weak sauce check, i need new pants and shoes. im looking more and more like a frumpy bum everyday. shopping tomorrow is much needed. im gonna miss megan and her kekes while they are in vegas. smoking outof apples is the best. ( Read more... )

LAT NIGHT WAS THE BEST. so. co. with jeffery and arianne on the freeway. IM CRAAAAAAAASHINGGGGGGG!!!! then this awesome fat keyboard guy was the highlight of my life. then sexy boy singer with the yellow shirt. then the nicenicenice boys. <3333333333333 ( Read more... )

soooo i wake up and have a yummy breakfast. then i call and quit my job. hawwwwwwww
then, me my mom and my wonderful nephews (my best friends) had a great picnic with sandwiches and chips and salsa con queso. mmmmmmmm

peep my myspace to see great photos of me and the kiddies

maybe i should change my ways and speak to only ladies,
cause i hate shitty men, and i dont want shitty babies

its all about low pro blaze with megan and jeffy
we got so stoney we forgot about going on a picnic like we were supposed to. hawww

i love it when i find random burned cd's from 8th and 9th grade. when im listening to them it takes me back. blast from the past im tellin ya ( Read more... )

i hate staying up until the buttcrack of dawn with no one here. its spooky, plus its boring. i always end up eating a bunch of sludge and feel sorry for myself the rest of the night. i wish there was like an insmoniacs club or something. everythings closed so i cant even have a late night adventure ( Read more... )

maybe im sad. maybe im relieved. maybe im blowing everything out of proportion.

whatever it is, i know one thing for sure: i am sooo happy i finally finished painting my room and i put together all my new furniture from ikea. STOKED

but i have a stump chair that hurts my back. fuck it

im trying my very hardest not to be sad and start bawling my eyes out, because i know once i start, ill never be able to stop. ill just cry for the rest of my life. im so embarassed, and so ashamed. but at least now, i know for sure. i have no more false hopes. its over for good ( Read more... )