Jan 23, 2006 13:12
im trying my very hardest not to be sad and start bawling my eyes out, because i know once i start, ill never be able to stop. ill just cry for the rest of my life. im so embarassed, and so ashamed. but at least now, i know for sure. i have no more false hopes. its over for good.
i just hope i wont let my emotions get in the way of this friendship. i guess its better to have him as a friend, rather than not have him in my life at all.
GOD I FEEL SOOOOO SMART