karma will get you in the end
i truly know the meaning of that now. in sooo many ways. if it was someone elses fault, i would probably be able to deal, but since its mine, all i want to do is rip out my hair and die. i wish i knew why i do the stupid things i do.
work tomorrow at 10:30am ewwwwww i cant sleep for shit.
theres nothing he could do to make me hate him. not a thing. i wish i could.
large decaf english breakfast tea from coffee bean and tea leaf. yay. those usually make me ecstatic. not today.
the one thing i am happy about is that ray is ok and out of the hospital. i cant believe me and angie were the only ones who gave a fuck that he got to the hospital. everyone else was so concerned with finding this guy and kicking his ass, that no one considered that he MIGHT BE DYING ON THE GARAGE FLOOR. some people...
me and ray arent even that close but im probably the only person who didnt get mad that he was puking and bleeding all over me. i seriously thought he was gonna die right there in that car on my shoulder. i swear im gonna go to church more often to pay god back for this one. he came close to biting the big one. im so grateful that i was there to help and make sure he got taken care of. he will be ok, and thats all that matters.
work tomorrow at 10:30am ewwwwww i cant sleep for shit.
theres nothing he could do to make me hate him. not a thing. i wish i could.
large decaf english breakfast tea from coffee bean and tea leaf. yay. those usually make me ecstatic. not today.
the one thing i am happy about is that ray is ok and out of the hospital. i cant believe me and angie were the only ones who gave a fuck that he got to the hospital. everyone else was so concerned with finding this guy and kicking his ass, that no one considered that he MIGHT BE DYING ON THE GARAGE FLOOR. some people...
me and ray arent even that close but im probably the only person who didnt get mad that he was puking and bleeding all over me. i seriously thought he was gonna die right there in that car on my shoulder. i swear im gonna go to church more often to pay god back for this one. he came close to biting the big one. im so grateful that i was there to help and make sure he got taken care of. he will be ok, and thats all that matters.