I'm really not as confident as I look if i even look confident. half of the time i am shy. and think i am crap.

I'm really not as prepared for anything. i am worried about this studio. but this is completely of God..so i can't worry.

I'm really not as excited i have been through alot.and very rarely get really excited anymore.

I'm really not as ( Read more... )

i can not seem to shake this grinch spirit ( Read more... )

my past continues to haunt me.

my untrustworthiness.

my hurts.

my vigorous expedition to be loved has ended.

i am loved.

yet. sometimes for some reason...

i automatically want to reject that love.

My love is amazing.

He repeatedly reminds me that he would never intentionally harm me, or do anything malicious, or do anything to manipulate me ( Read more... )

"Give the Glory to God."
Receive the power of God.
Shackles BROKEN.
People are FREE.
Praise JESUS!

"you can't come out of war without any battle scars."
i liked that quote..

i deleted my things i want to do before i die.
which means i must rewrite it.
and
since i am really bored.
its all good.

THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE:1.Go to China ( Read more... )

i wanna leave ( Read more... )