Dec 19, 2008 22:06
I'm really not as confident as I look if i even look confident. half of the time i am shy. and think i am crap.
I'm really not as prepared for anything. i am worried about this studio. but this is completely of God..so i can't worry.
I'm really not as excited i have been through alot.and very rarely get really excited anymore.
I'm really not as strong as you believe heck, i have never been strong. i am strong in faith.sometimes. really. i am really weak and rely on my friends too much.
I'm really nowhere near perfect. just ask my ex-boyfriends.family.or my husband.
I'm not beautiful. call me that.I'll call you stupid.
I'm not an amazing dancer. i wish i was. i wish i could make people cry. just when i step on stage.but i suck...
I am an amazing liar again. when my dad died.i had to be strong again. and tell people my mom was okay. cause thats what she wanted said.
i am not the best example of a good christian. yea.there's been change. but alot of junk seems to follow me around.