I have been dealing with my family's problems for quite a while now and I'm proud of myself for pulling through so they could pull through. It takes a big heart to see that one's parents need you when you know you have a panic disorder. My brother was adding a lot of unnecessary stress to the house. In the fall he got in trouble with the ( Read more... )

     Why is it that Shailesh jacks off in the shower? Isn't there any other place he can do it? Like say, oh....... his bedroom! It's gross to see his seamen on the floor and it gets stuck in the filter (shudders). Today while I was showering I looked at the floor and saw his jizz and I thought it was shampoo and then I looked closer and it was his ( Read more... )

For those who are confused about what happened here is the email I sent to her:

My dearest Sonam,

I think nachos are not a healthy lunch for so we should eat something that has vegetables in it and is different. I want us to have pizza, so my dad will order Papa Murphy's pizza the day before and will put it in the refrigerator. We'll bake it at ( Read more... )

     I'm hurt because Shailesh once again put me down. He told me I'm out of touch with reality, dumb and nothing more than a maid. At first he called me a slave and then dad told him the things I do and then he called me a servant and then dad convinced him I was more than that. Instead of trying to understand why I am more than my wifely duties  ( Read more... )

     I had a friend who stopped talking to me because he got tired of me. He felt I was too feminine for his liking and decided to ignore. He could've told me how he felt and I would've worked on my flaws. But he did the same thing Rachael did to me. He ignored me thinking I’ll catch the hint. Anybody who isn't courteous so as to tell a friend he ( Read more... )

     Like some gay men who enjoy watching college boys wrestle and walk around naked on TV, I tuned in to watch “Tila Tequila” on MTV. At first I could only sit through the first 15 minutes thinking it was too annoying to continue watching it. Although, when the final episode aired I watched the whole thing to see if this Asian bisexual would pick ( Read more... )

      There was a Christmas party at my grandma’s house last night. I had fun and enjoyed the food. Last time we had jackfruit curry and this time we had the same thing. I love that dish! I was a little disappointed when Sonam ate a little bit and quite late as well. I tell her that she needs to learn how to be respectful otherwise she’ll never be ( Read more... )

 
      Chaacha (dad’s younger brother) is throwing a dinner party on Christmas Eve.

I am not going and here are my reasons:

1. Bua (dad’s older sister) and her family don’t give a rat’s ass about me so

whenever I see them they pay attention to my dad and Shailesh.

2. They never made the effort to get to know me or ( Read more... )

     I took this personality test at a Japanese website for t-shirts and whatnot. The first result was accurate and the second one was semi-accurate. I think it's interesting how they chose that picture for me. It's sort of how I envisioned myself when jacking off. Believe it or not older men like boys who are innocent and sweet. It's a turn on for ( Read more... )

     America's Next Top Model (ANTM) is known for expressing its harsh views on feminine beauty and destroying the self-esteem of girls as young as 18 while giving them false hope for succeeding in the world of modeling. Originally I watched the show to see whether it would be entertaining or relevant to fashion. Now I watch it just for its quality ( Read more... )