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I had a friend who stopped talking to me because he got tired of me. He felt I was too feminine for his liking and decided to ignore. He could've told me how he felt and I would've worked on my flaws. But he did the same thing Rachael did to me. He ignored me thinking I’ll catch the hint. Anybody who isn't courteous so as to tell a friend he doesn't want to talk to him anymore is not truly genuine. There’s a difference between harboring resentment and being dishonest about it than telling how you feel and giving the person a second chance. I have to say that this was unexpected. Although with Rachael I didn't expect her to be annoyed with me either. I told her if she found me annoying she should tell me and I could work on that. Here is what my friend Drako told me:
"shadovvolf: he is so flamingly girly, but he is indian, has a beard and a unibrow, is very hairy...looks so very non-girly. he seems to think he's some kind of princess.
shadovvolf: i mean, he's sweet and all
shadovvolf: but he has such a crush on me, and I’m not interested in him at all
shadovvolf: and he doesn't seem to get that.
shadovvolf: he keeps trying for me to give him sexual attention and I’m not attracted to him"
Shadovvolf tends to misinterpret what I say sometimes. I sent him clips of myself because I wanted him to have a clear idea of how I look. He didn't know what I looked like until quite recently. Up until this year all he had was a picture of me from when I was 19. I had changed a lot since then. He knows I want us to be just friends yet he questioned my sincerity. How is that possible? If I wanted him to fuck me I would've sent him emails asking him to. All I wanted was his friendship and he felt I was coming on to him. He has a lot to learn about Indian femininity!
