i am not your doll ( Read more... )

so ross and rachel have a baby. and that's it.

seriously, that's it. and i cried.

wow, i am the most emotional person EVER.

i'm lying in bed and i dont have the energy to get up
one limb is numb and the other
doesn't have the motor skills to kill the alarm

those of you who know me well enough know how funny that is.

what the hell am i doing here?

find me again.

What is in us that turns a deaf ear to the cries of human suffering?

dear freddy mercury,
happy birthday
you done well.
nobody could ever replace you, no matter how hard your bandmates try.
i love you,
so so much.

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and the days pass without hesitation, sometimes i wish for a rewind or a pause button to keep me sane. its all moving by so rapidly- like quicksand slipping carelessly through my fingers. and i dont know whether to stay put or move along with it; it scares me to death though. with every new face, and every passing experience, i lose sight of whats ( Read more... )

I swear that I can go on forever again ( Read more... )

this is all too familiar. and i part miss you, part crave you, part want you to be gone permanently, because i can't do this again. i thought i was losing a part of my life, but i ended up losing a huge part of myself and i've been crippled ever since. and now you bring back those feelings that have been locked up inside of me for too long, but i ( Read more... )