too much
this is all too familiar. and i part miss you, part crave you, part want you to be gone permanently, because i can't do this again. i thought i was losing a part of my life, but i ended up losing a huge part of myself and i've been crippled ever since. and now you bring back those feelings that have been locked up inside of me for too long, but i don't know how to deal with it. i hoped to gain something, but i think i'm in way over my head.