so i had a panic attack on monday and my mom decided to go to my doctor behind my back. now i have new meds and at least 3 sessions with a psychologist ( Read more... )

i can't breathe.

another exam gets nearer (i didn't go last tuesday) and i feel like crying once again.

as usual.

my mom told me to start taking my meds again but i didn't because i feel ashamed every time i take them. now, though, i feel even worse than on last monday and i don't know what to do. i'm afraid she'll come into my room to ask me if eveything is ok ( Read more... )

ok, every year around september i start doubting my choices.

last year i wanted to switch languages and study french instead of spanish.

now i want to switch degree.

in these days i've been finding hard to study economics, hard to focus on things i just don't like and i've been thinking about that if i had chosen history or art history now i would ( Read more... )

i really don't understand why i need to justify myself every time i want to postpone an exam. it is in my rights to do so, i'm not doing something illegal -- as you appear to think -- and it's not dishonorable ( Read more... )

i don't understand why you always feel the need to talk about your boyfriend whenever we see each other. i mean, it's been a fucking year since we last talked and the first thing coming to your mind is telling me that somebody almost stole your boyfriend's car?

a) i don't know him, i never met him so stop talking about him like i know him

b) i don't ( Read more... )

oh so african shitty very hot weather is coming back next week and i'm downloading every tv show i can think of because that's what i'm going to do at night.

i'll watch shows.

till i die, i guess.

i've read somewhere that you can't survive without sleeping for more than seven days.

we'll see.

so i've been teaching english to a 15yo boy which could be held back in september for the past few weeks; i'm payed, of course, and it's really good to have some more money in my wallet. i kinda feel more independent, i can go to the city and buy whatever i want and it's fucking awesome, people ( Read more... )

i can't spend all the summer in milan, my body can't. this is not a post about holidays or things like that, this is about plain survival. i can't spend the whole summer here, it's too hot and we don't have aircon and i feel like i'm going crazy.

my body can't sleep, eat or do anything at all. i can't study - i have exams in september - or i can't ( Read more... )

i swear i'm going to move to fucking iceland if this heat doesn't stop.

no, thank you africa but we don't want your horribly hot winds. we're in fucking milan ffs