well i was going to update but ive been sitting here for like 20 minutes just staring at the screen so fuck it im going to bed-

well thought i should update... im feeling better everyday (kinda- but ill get to that later) I have my Sociology study done, so as long as i pass it im good for that class i think as long as i can keep pulling my D+ lol. Im kinda worried about my Media research final, i have 3 days to finish it... and um well... i figure if i get the visual done ( Read more... )

"After these long sleepless nights, the Universe seems to orbit around me as i sit and reflect. Sitting upon this grassy hill, i look back upon these past few scattered days. But they all fade away as i recognize the beauty that is before me. Beauty in the simplist of things, that truely is what makes life worth living. I gaze at the horizon and ( Read more... )

a quick bitch I'm actually really made at keita at the moment. So i was talking to this girl right, and keita ended up finding her really attractive and im like aight w/e and keitas like "ask her out with us B, invite her to the club" blablabla and im like ok next time i talk to her i will... and now i come to find out that keitas all talking to ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHAHA so i was hanging out with Amber after school and we decided to go on our runs together so we drove to bald hill and we decided to just take her car. i was driving and we kept passing all these girl running on the road and haha id look up in the rear view mirror right after we'd pass them and Amber caught me and shes like "OMG you CANNOT ( Read more... )

So I’ve forgotten what a long 1am walk and a cigarette can do for you. Although the cigarette probably wasn’t the best idea. I got the world to stand still for 10 minutes for me to actually have a chance to contemplate things. Not that it really got me anywhere, but the peace for 10 minutes was priceless at this point. Not to mention ambers here ( Read more... )

Statistics show that only 45% of lesbian relationships work out, well what the hell happened in the other 55%? I'll tell you now ( Read more... )

So i went to see Annie today and it helped a lot... ive been really stressed about this job situation and stuff and its not over yet but she helped me with a couple more options and shes actaulling going to call and send an email to this one place for me and so im going in tomorrow to get a job application at these two places and hopefully ( Read more... )

So ive kinda been talking to michelle again the last couple days, and im just REALLY drawn to her. And I don’t know why, I know I shouldn’t be. But now I realize its cause shes the only person that ended it with me that wasn’t mutual or wasn’t me just dumping them. Like shes the only girl that has dumped me that I didn’t want to end it with. But ( Read more... )

Soooo i got to talk to michelle tonight!! its what i needed to say the least so im back on my feet for at least one more day... hmm and im REALLY craving a cesear salad with salmon... :( but im out for now