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Statistics show that only 45% of lesbian relationships work out, well what the hell happened in the other 55%? I'll tell you now.
I've been through different relationships (of women of course) and all of them were different (physically, emotionally and mentally) obviously none of them worked out for a couple reason; one reason why all relationships never work out, listening to your partner. No one has the time of day anymore to listen to what the other one has to say, but when it's convenient for you to be heard you want to be listened and acknowledged correct? Well what about what the other one has to say, how can your relationship work out if you're the only one who is heard? If you love her so much like you say you do, or like you told her in the beginning then why not give her an hour out of your day just to listen and understand? Why is it so hard these days to find someone who will sit there and let you talk and tell them what exactly is on your mind and work it out? Instead, all you get is a "fuck off, I don't give a fuck about what you have to say" when shes the one who let you cry and breakdown like you needed to?
Another thing is understanding a bad situation, when there is an awkward silence between the both of you...ask what's wrong... don't fucking shun her off like she's a nobody then expect her to come back and kiss your ass, that's a no no. UNDERSTAND what she is going through if you love her, feel her fucking pain, feel her confusion, feel the heartache and worries that she is going through. Don't leave her stranded then get a hold of her one day when you feel like you need someone to talk to, expect her not to be there when you need help the most. Ever read the story "The boy who cried wolf"? yea well reality checked, it will happen to you one day; it happens to everyone.
And the last thing is, Caring. Who was the one you would run to and tell your problems to when your friends weren't around? Who is the one who would take a bullet or come to your rescue when you need help? You may fight with your partner, but what's a perfect relationship worth?? it would be so boring if it was all white picket fences and a dog in the yard. Now days everyone has to work to where they want to be, whether it be a Job, a Dream, even on yourself sometimes. She shouldn't have to change everything about her just to be with you, let her trip out from time to time...obviously she's under alot of stress and needs to be held and CARED for... there's that word. Again these days that's hard to do for some people..they don't want to give the time of day anymore. If you're looking for certain qualities in a female you're not gonna find her, because everyone lacks something. You'd like to have a tall, brunette, with a good sense of humor and who is laid back right? Sounds like a dream girl, but when you meet her in reality she lacks brains, she may even lack giving you attention...something that you look for in a female also. Everyone is different so deal with it, don't lead someone on like you'll change their life if you're not going to give her the time to let her be her.
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Randomness:
I'd decided ms. williams is trying to kill us- who the hell makes a PE class go running around outside when its 90 degrees and no water?? mhmm thats what i thought.
teachers are really stupid giving big projects the last 2 weeks of school; like our senioritis isnt bad enough you actually think were going to put 2 cents into a fucking project? and not to mention make it due on senior skip day?!?! fuck that
Tomorrow is going to suck have to be at the car shop before 7 (am).... I KNOW isnt that rediculous! then walk to school from there and wait around for 40 minutes for school to start, then walk back after school to get my car, then go home, work out, shower, then run all over natures creation to get these job applications Annie told me about. ah- so yea, oh shit yea- and i HAVE to get my prom ticket, i know im slacking haha i STILL dont know what im going to wear either : / eh ill figure it out.
I've been through different relationships (of women of course) and all of them were different (physically, emotionally and mentally) obviously none of them worked out for a couple reason; one reason why all relationships never work out, listening to your partner. No one has the time of day anymore to listen to what the other one has to say, but when it's convenient for you to be heard you want to be listened and acknowledged correct? Well what about what the other one has to say, how can your relationship work out if you're the only one who is heard? If you love her so much like you say you do, or like you told her in the beginning then why not give her an hour out of your day just to listen and understand? Why is it so hard these days to find someone who will sit there and let you talk and tell them what exactly is on your mind and work it out? Instead, all you get is a "fuck off, I don't give a fuck about what you have to say" when shes the one who let you cry and breakdown like you needed to?
Another thing is understanding a bad situation, when there is an awkward silence between the both of you...ask what's wrong... don't fucking shun her off like she's a nobody then expect her to come back and kiss your ass, that's a no no. UNDERSTAND what she is going through if you love her, feel her fucking pain, feel her confusion, feel the heartache and worries that she is going through. Don't leave her stranded then get a hold of her one day when you feel like you need someone to talk to, expect her not to be there when you need help the most. Ever read the story "The boy who cried wolf"? yea well reality checked, it will happen to you one day; it happens to everyone.
And the last thing is, Caring. Who was the one you would run to and tell your problems to when your friends weren't around? Who is the one who would take a bullet or come to your rescue when you need help? You may fight with your partner, but what's a perfect relationship worth?? it would be so boring if it was all white picket fences and a dog in the yard. Now days everyone has to work to where they want to be, whether it be a Job, a Dream, even on yourself sometimes. She shouldn't have to change everything about her just to be with you, let her trip out from time to time...obviously she's under alot of stress and needs to be held and CARED for... there's that word. Again these days that's hard to do for some people..they don't want to give the time of day anymore. If you're looking for certain qualities in a female you're not gonna find her, because everyone lacks something. You'd like to have a tall, brunette, with a good sense of humor and who is laid back right? Sounds like a dream girl, but when you meet her in reality she lacks brains, she may even lack giving you attention...something that you look for in a female also. Everyone is different so deal with it, don't lead someone on like you'll change their life if you're not going to give her the time to let her be her.
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Randomness:
I'd decided ms. williams is trying to kill us- who the hell makes a PE class go running around outside when its 90 degrees and no water?? mhmm thats what i thought.
teachers are really stupid giving big projects the last 2 weeks of school; like our senioritis isnt bad enough you actually think were going to put 2 cents into a fucking project? and not to mention make it due on senior skip day?!?! fuck that
Tomorrow is going to suck have to be at the car shop before 7 (am).... I KNOW isnt that rediculous! then walk to school from there and wait around for 40 minutes for school to start, then walk back after school to get my car, then go home, work out, shower, then run all over natures creation to get these job applications Annie told me about. ah- so yea, oh shit yea- and i HAVE to get my prom ticket, i know im slacking haha i STILL dont know what im going to wear either : / eh ill figure it out.