Wherever you are in the world, I’ll search for you.
It's been a while since I've written an entry. I should write them more often; I always want to write journal entries more often. It's bad habit that I only write them when I feel dreadful. My memory is so bad, and I'd like to remember the good things too. And the mundane things, I suppose, which is what comprises most of my life.
( i tried to make cookies and failed quite sadly )
( i tried to make cookies and failed quite sadly )
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and you're not lazy. when i say that, it's mostly a joke, but if it's getting to you i'll stop saying it. you always seem to push through -- you procrastinate, but who doesn't? but you still get your stuff done, and it's always good -- better than good! you got into honours! and you're doing super well!
and i don't think this is running away, at all, or being lazy. you're taking time for yourself to heal, and that's really good and really important.
for your mom: explain it as best you can. the reason you're taking time away from classes is because you need time to grieve and process and don't feel like you can do your best. and you're going to spend the time taking care of yourself and writing and drawing because that's what you need right now. it'll be okay <3 kevin will be there too! and i'm like a tap away, always ( ... )
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(i like it when you try to offer solutions idk it shows you care and i get it and i just it makes me feel nice <333 we're both intj thinkin up solutions is comforting lol)
i dont care that u dont have a couch we'll just haveta cuddle on the bed a lot. we can chill in the living room and i can sit at ur feet and u can pet my hair or vice versa. either way i can't wait.
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