They say time heals everything ( Read more... )

room feels like a fucking prison. i MADE this room for us. its just a reminder, a picture of what should be. FUCK ME. i'm stuck in this fucking place. i've nowhere else to be. no one who will have me. no purpose.

fucccccckkkk. MAKE IT STOP.

hoping while knowing there is no hope.
lost while not wanting to be found.
living while not actually living.
touching while not feeling.
laughing while not smiling.
desperate while giving up.
loving while not being loved.

life is contradictory. who can i blame but myself? should i even try to hope for something more than what reality is giving

Lately I've been wandering ( Read more... )

happy thanksgiving everyone!

i can't seem to find anywhere else to do this so . . .

~scream~

Is your story a tragedy or comedy?

After watching Stranger than Fiction, a movie that was much more than I expected, I think at some point you have to ask yourself that. I think it does a good job of showing that you have control over what your story really is.

So make it a comedy!

Today I survived an attack by a Autosaurus Rex, a Giant Robot, not one - but TWO volcanoes, an earthquake, mucho mucho lightening, and Jenn's driving - and was finally felled by a Meteor.

I love Sim City.

I don't know how people do it. I feel like I've been knocked down so many times this week. Each time it seems farther than the previous. If I were less selfish I'd realize that I'm far from being the only suffering person. Not only that, but I'm far from having the worst situation. It may have been the worst week of my life in many ways, and ( Read more... )