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hoping while knowing there is no hope.
lost while not wanting to be found.
living while not actually living.
touching while not feeling.
laughing while not smiling.
desperate while giving up.
loving while not being loved.
life is contradictory. who can i blame but myself? should i even try to hope for something more than what reality is giving me?
lost while not wanting to be found.
living while not actually living.
touching while not feeling.
laughing while not smiling.
desperate while giving up.
loving while not being loved.
life is contradictory. who can i blame but myself? should i even try to hope for something more than what reality is giving me?