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Letter to God
Dear God,
Today, I have been sad, and I really dont know why. I am ever so thankful for all that you have given me. First and foremost I have your love and that is the best thing that has ever been givin to me. Why then is it so easy for me to forget that you love me, and that no matter what you are here for me? I am also thankful for my husband, ( Read more... ) -
SCREAM
Today has been quite a day, one that I wish would end soon, because it's all I can do to not scream at the top of my lungs, leave me the freak alone!!!!
It started of REALLY good, got great sleep and felt energetic for the first time in days. At work today it got soo very hectic and thats where it all went down hill from there. I endend up takin my ( Read more... ) -
Its so Easy
So I discovered today on my last day of vacation that it is just way too easy to get stressed, and irritated and sad and angry and sick to my tummy. I was trying to tell myself earlier that life is too short to be stressed and my daughter is too awesome for me to be a stressed mommy, and yet; why is it too easy to get this bluh feeling about things ( Read more... ) -
GREAT WEEKEND=GREAT MOOD
So the headache thing didnt last too long with me which is awesome. In most part cause Dustins older cousin Gary, real half bood Cherokee Indian guy who stands as tall a darn tree (what type of tree I dont know, jut that he is tall and a tree was the only thing that I could think of to compare him to) got me a little toasty with a couple of mixed ( Read more... ) -
Wake Up
Nothing annoys me more then being rudely awaken. This morning I was al nice and cozy and then he comes and wakes me up because my grandma was on the phone. I HATE being woken up, but Ican handle it if it is Hannah or even the alarm clock. Worse part is that I have this massive headache and even though I am trying to stay away from caffine I feel ( Read more... ) -
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I am sorry for not being on here for some days now, I am finally getting to where I was missing all of this writing and living and laughing, and etc ( Read more... ) -
grow up
Well tonight I left my husband...dont know for how long or anthing like that. He just needs to grow up.....I am tired of being the one who is always the mature one, who pays the bills and who always does everything the way it should be done......I just really dont know anymore.....what else can I say? -
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Well, it has been a few days since i was last on here. I feel like a freakin Zombie in most part because I am sick with sinus problems. I have the achy/fever stuff, conjestion in my head is so heavy that when I sit up straight I get really dizzy. I have takin so many different medicines under the sun that I wander if and when I will get better. ( Read more... ) -
Mood Swings
I think that I must be a little biploar.....cause DANG these mood swings are bad! No its not because I am preggers and its not time for pms....its just ugh!!!! I get so fed up some times. I think mostly its with my husband. I love him to death, but I get so annoyed at the fact that his time with our daughter is usually spent on getting onto her for ( Read more... )