It's going to be so weird having my mom take Aiden for the weekend. I have never been without my son for a day.. out of his entire life, 1 1/2 years.. and as much as I like a break, when I'm on one all I can think about is Aiden. Chris and I will get a chance to spend some time together celebrating our 11 months which passed on the 21st.. but it ( Read more... )

My trip to Florida for a week was awesome, and definitely needed. It was great to be there, I enjoyed every minute, but it was depressing at the same time. I know so badly that that's where we belong, as a family but just can't do it at the moment. Not until we sell his car. Ever since he crashed the car (and been fixed) it's been a magnet for ( Read more... )

Life has been so ultimately rewarding lately. I just can't get over how much Chris is an absolute godsend, everything I've ever wanted in someone and more. Still going on just three months together and he still amazes me every day. So much so that I just keep repeating myself! I just can't help it. Just the smallest things mean so much to me, ( Read more... )

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I had another follow up yesterday at the doctor. Was going over the lab results from the second urine lab. Turns out now there is a trace of blood in his urine.. guess what? I have to do ANOTHER fucking lab. I should've yesterday but I was just too tired and had shit I had to do. So I'm doing it today. Off to union hospital I go again to ( Read more... )

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mom felt bad about the whole birthday thing cause she took me out for a "birthday lunch" at Woody's. This is where I went for my 21st birthday and ate endless crabs yummmmmm. I got a sex on the beach which was WAY stronger than the last two I had. And.. I was tipsy by the end of it haha. Who knew I'd be drinking so soon after throwing up over ( Read more... )

Hmmmmm. Last night was fun. I got to be really close with Chris and that is a good feeling ( Read more... )

Need to get back into the habit of posting in my journal daily. SO here I am ( Read more... )

This guy proves himself more and more everyday. Every time I learn more. I love when we talk and talk. It's so SO easy. We're so alike yet come from completely different backgrounds. It's amazing that we're so alike in that aspect. Being around him is like a breath of fresh air, soooo REFRESHING ( Read more... )