9 months ago I had to make the biggest decision of my life. Risk my life and carry a child... potentially leaving my current children motherless or keep said child and take a risk. After about 2-3 weeks of pure torture I finally made up my mind that things happen for a reason, and choosing whether someone lives or dies is not in my hands. It's ( Read more... )

22 weeks today, I believe. I keep getting confused with the 2 due dates. I thought I was due sept. 3rd. But I am due Aug 30th according to the doc. But anyway..... constant heart burnnnnnn ugh. As soon as I hit 20 weeks it was like my body started falling apart lol. Sciatic nerve pain and can barely get up without help. So far I've only ( Read more... )

Thanks everyone for the nice wishes about the marriage and what not ( Read more... )

TTC is such a bitch this time around..... last time I didn't even know what I was really doing and managed to conceive so flawlessly. This time I'm left sometimes wondering if something is wrong with me. I know a lot about TTC this time around, but still nothing compared to those who obsess over it. I feel like I don't know enough of what to do ( Read more... )

So I thought i'd get some practice before the ITG tournament last saturday seeing as I was going to the beach Fri... and hadn't played ITG in four months. Of COURSE everything was open by 5pm on the wild wood boardwalk EXCEPT Ed's funcade which is the only place that has ITG anymore. What happened to ITG and DDR being in like EVERY arcade on the ( Read more... )

I thought paying out 500 a month was bad, but now paying 200 a week (800 a month) for this POS is getting to me. Just have to keep telling myself that there IS a light at the end of the tunnel and that once this is paid off (which it will be sooner than I thought) that we will be saving soo much monthly. YAY! The reason it MAY be paid off ( Read more... )

today aiden is 20 months old... 4 months until he is 2! I can't believe it... Tomorrow is our 1 year anniversary. I'm really wondering if Chris is going to remember... because he hasn't remembered the 21st on the last 3 months ~_ ( Read more... )

While I am awaiting my Doc appt on Fri to see what the HELL is wrong with my body.. and the weird things happening in the last couple days.. I am here to make a list of the words that Aiden can say. He just learned the word Knee today.. which was interesting lol. As you'll notice he likes a lot of things "B ( Read more... )

.. coming up later in the week. Got a doctors appointment for Aiden to get his 18 month shots that he missed.. and his lead test. Then Fri I'll be with my mom to spend the day doing EASTER THINGS and it's going to be close to 80! Only 4 1/2 months till Aiden is 2... WOW. Joe's crab shack was YUM. And I still can't believe kahunaville is closed ( Read more... )

It's going to be so weird having my mom take Aiden for the weekend. I have never been without my son for a day.. out of his entire life, 1 1/2 years.. and as much as I like a break, when I'm on one all I can think about is Aiden. Chris and I will get a chance to spend some time together celebrating our 11 months which passed on the 21st.. but it ( Read more... )