9 months ago I had to make the biggest decision of my life. Risk my life and carry a child... potentially leaving my current children motherless or keep said child and take a risk. After about 2-3 weeks of pure torture I finally made up my mind that things happen for a reason, and choosing whether someone lives or dies is not in my hands. It's ( Read more... )

Had another interesting day. As I sat on the living room floor Chris complained as usual about how his weekend was a waste. Which always makes me feel like crap. "Friday night was a waste" he said. That was the night he let grace come over and took me to the arcade to play ITG. Saturday morning, my MIL claimed she was picking grace up in the ( Read more... )

Avery was diagnosed with Acid reflux... that explains why she has been completely miserable for the last month. So sad to see her in pain. I have to give her Zantac (2ml) twice a day everyday.... I guess until the flap in her esophagus is fully formed/developed to keep her spit up and acid down where it belongs. It's no wonder why she was trying ( Read more... )

Marriage is amazing, kids are amazing. <3


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Thanks everyone for the nice wishes about the marriage and what not ( Read more... )

TTC is such a bitch this time around..... last time I didn't even know what I was really doing and managed to conceive so flawlessly. This time I'm left sometimes wondering if something is wrong with me. I know a lot about TTC this time around, but still nothing compared to those who obsess over it. I feel like I don't know enough of what to do ( Read more... )

For my fitness... that way I don't overrun my ol' journal ( Read more... )

So I thought i'd get some practice before the ITG tournament last saturday seeing as I was going to the beach Fri... and hadn't played ITG in four months. Of COURSE everything was open by 5pm on the wild wood boardwalk EXCEPT Ed's funcade which is the only place that has ITG anymore. What happened to ITG and DDR being in like EVERY arcade on the ( Read more... )

I thought paying out 500 a month was bad, but now paying 200 a week (800 a month) for this POS is getting to me. Just have to keep telling myself that there IS a light at the end of the tunnel and that once this is paid off (which it will be sooner than I thought) that we will be saving soo much monthly. YAY! The reason it MAY be paid off ( Read more... )

today aiden is 20 months old... 4 months until he is 2! I can't believe it... Tomorrow is our 1 year anniversary. I'm really wondering if Chris is going to remember... because he hasn't remembered the 21st on the last 3 months ~_ ( Read more... )