i think today was the most depressing day i've had in a really long time. i can only concentrate on one thing, and everytime i think about it, my brain starts to hurt as i run around in circles in my mind. i feel like a hamster whose owner is playing a cruel trick in which the hamster is placed in a maze with no exit. and i also run into the walls ( Read more... )

it's true. gemini has been missing in action. this is mainly due to the piles and piles of work that has recently been thrown at me. so how is school you ask? it's almost over, and that's all that counts. my midterms are over, and i got my 85% average. now i play the waiting game...send those acceptance letters ( Read more... )

i came here with the intention of posting something, anything. but then i realized, i have nothing to say.

so thankfully that stupid thing that i did is on it's way to being resolved. why is it that i insist on reading way too much into things? i just end up confusing myself and others, as well as over analyze an issue until i lose sleep thinking about what i should have said, or what i should have kept to myself. it's all very stressful, and there's no ( Read more... )

i think i've just done a very stupid thing.

it's saturday. this means that there are only two full days left until the break is over. this makes sonja sad ( Read more... )

yay! i'm finally getting a break. march break started on thursday! yay!!! ok, so it's not that interesting seeing as i am staying in the city and not going anywhere warm...*tear* at least it's a break from school, and a much deserved one at that. the last two weeks were crazy! but that's over and i won't dwell on it any further ( Read more... )

today is an "I hate everything day". well not every single thing, but many many things. fuck it all!

Last semester i was entirely focused on everything except my school work. this semester things are completely different. i'm working so hard. i don't think i've put this much effort into anything else in my life. it's working our great. i've been able to keep high marks in all my classes, so that's a plus. but all of that comes at the expense of ( Read more... )

i'm bored. today was the first day, possibly in the history of my highschool career, that i didn't have to take my bag home with me because i had no homework. this isn't entirely true, i have assignments due, but not until next week and they're well on their way to completion. so now i sit here, with the majority of my economics project finished, i ( Read more... )