so lazy
yay! i'm finally getting a break. march break started on thursday! yay!!! ok, so it's not that interesting seeing as i am staying in the city and not going anywhere warm...*tear* at least it's a break from school, and a much deserved one at that. the last two weeks were crazy! but that's over and i won't dwell on it any further.
spent most of yesterday at shereena's house. it was fun. ashley came by and we watched bride and prejudice. i love indian movies. so much unnecessary singing and dancing. it was good to just be at a friend's house with no real plan, just hanging out and laughing. i was thinking about how rarely it happens that people just come by on short notice and just hang out. everyone has to make plans in advance. i was feeling really antisocial, while being quite social...that doesn't really make sense, but i know what i mean.
i didn't do anything today. i was so lazy. i slept a lot, took a shower, ate food, moved from one spot to another in my house. that was it. that's ok, i'll make good use of the rest of my break.
i really miss adrian. i haven't seen in a couple of weeks, but i will get a chance to spend some time with him this week. it's weird how when one of us isn't busy, the other one has a ton to finish up. actually, it isn't weird, it's cruel. yes, that's exactly what it is. oh, i miss him so much. i know that i mention his name every 17 seconds, but it's only because i really love him and he's far away, and it makes me sad. it's hard to remember that you're actually in a relationship when you spend so little time together. i say that because by not being together as often as other people get to be together, it sometimes doesn't feel like you're in a relationsip. i don't know if that makes sense or not. ablah
i still need a job for the summer. i think i've given up on looking for a job at a summer camp. i'll probably end up at some other random place of some kind, yet to be determined. oh, i'm so broke. i need to make some real money this summer. i wish i was going back to camp, but at the same time, i don't. maybe if it was a different camp filled only with the people i like, then i would want to go. yes, there's an idea, and it's clearly going to happen.
i want to go shopping, but i have no money = problem
i want to go see adrian right now, but i have no car, or bus fare = problem
i need to read that play, but it's boring = problem
modest mouse is a fun band.
spent most of yesterday at shereena's house. it was fun. ashley came by and we watched bride and prejudice. i love indian movies. so much unnecessary singing and dancing. it was good to just be at a friend's house with no real plan, just hanging out and laughing. i was thinking about how rarely it happens that people just come by on short notice and just hang out. everyone has to make plans in advance. i was feeling really antisocial, while being quite social...that doesn't really make sense, but i know what i mean.
i didn't do anything today. i was so lazy. i slept a lot, took a shower, ate food, moved from one spot to another in my house. that was it. that's ok, i'll make good use of the rest of my break.
i really miss adrian. i haven't seen in a couple of weeks, but i will get a chance to spend some time with him this week. it's weird how when one of us isn't busy, the other one has a ton to finish up. actually, it isn't weird, it's cruel. yes, that's exactly what it is. oh, i miss him so much. i know that i mention his name every 17 seconds, but it's only because i really love him and he's far away, and it makes me sad. it's hard to remember that you're actually in a relationship when you spend so little time together. i say that because by not being together as often as other people get to be together, it sometimes doesn't feel like you're in a relationsip. i don't know if that makes sense or not. ablah
i still need a job for the summer. i think i've given up on looking for a job at a summer camp. i'll probably end up at some other random place of some kind, yet to be determined. oh, i'm so broke. i need to make some real money this summer. i wish i was going back to camp, but at the same time, i don't. maybe if it was a different camp filled only with the people i like, then i would want to go. yes, there's an idea, and it's clearly going to happen.
i want to go shopping, but i have no money = problem
i want to go see adrian right now, but i have no car, or bus fare = problem
i need to read that play, but it's boring = problem
modest mouse is a fun band.