Mar 30, 2005 19:20
so thankfully that stupid thing that i did is on it's way to being resolved. why is it that i insist on reading way too much into things? i just end up confusing myself and others, as well as over analyze an issue until i lose sleep thinking about what i should have said, or what i should have kept to myself. it's all very stressful, and there's no need for it.
speaking of stress...when we got back from the break, i expected there to be work. however, i did not expect there to be more work than there was prior to the break. the last two weeks before the break were crazy stressful. and now things have just become worse. there are so many things that need to be done, and i don't know where i'm supposed to find time to do everything. on the bright side, i'm dealing with all this considerably well. i'm getting 93% in economics, around an 85% in bio, and calc and english are both in the mid eighties. yay for me! so now i can breathe...*sigh*
lunch today was horribly disappointing. we talked about nothing, and i almost wanted to make the point that there has been tension. i was so annoyed with the level of fakeness that was clearly being displayed. i almost spoke out and said "let's be honest for a second. you don't like us do you?", but then i didn't say anything and instead, enjoyed my slice of pizza and made faces at alex.
the weather has been so nice these last few days. it's warm, and sunny, and i don't need my winter jacket, hoorah! i bought adrian and myself jack johnson concert tickets. i'm so excited, but the concert isn't until september...lame. i started looking for prom dresses and i found the greatest dress ever! it's so cute, but i don't know how to describe it very well. i really need to go buy a dress soon. ugh...so lazy, prom isn't until the end of may. ahh! there's only 12 weeks until exams! that means high school is almost finished! i can't wait to be done.
i have to finish an essay now...so boring.
shizzle yo