I wrote something yesterday in private...and I realized I should have it in my public journal...it sums up a common issue for me I suppose. But after this passes in a copy and paste mechanism, I will begin a chunk for today. Great, huh?

Let me continue: I have few close friends, few friends that I feel like I can call up and get together with. ( Read more... )

I just wrote some sort of profound feedback to my friend's journal entry, and it was:

Hope can be a gift or a curse. The difference is in the action

Hope is at times a dangerous thing. It can crush you to bloody roadkill if you have hope in an expectational sense and yet no action is taken (or can) be taken, for sometimes it is best to take no ( Read more... )

Tremble. Tremble with indignation at the sight of every injustice. Am I justified? Standing before a crowd, I raise my hands in the air, raise my face up to the rain. I am the only one without an umbrella today. I scream into the clouds, oblivious to the crowd watching me. Selfish and judgemental, their only concern is whether or not I blame them ( Read more... )

Jeff Buckley - What Will You Say?

It's been such a long time
And I was just a child then
What will you say
When you see my face?
Time feels like it's flown away
The days just pass and fade away
What will you say
When they take my place?The disconnected feeling I was describing in my last entry has really taken its toll. I have felt myself ( Read more... )

I'm getting my nose pierced today =)

The boys are trying to convince me to get my nipples done. Don't worry, I'm not going to back down, I just have to prepaire myself mentally for that kind of boob torture...

P-L-U-S that piercing comes in 2 weeks =/
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I'll be coming to Hancock County this weekend. It'll be rather interesting...

What happens if you choose a path, and get trained in said path, only to feel ineffective in the end? Trained as a Marine, and that is your identity, your purpose, you might say... but then you don't use your training. You don't get to do anything. Self-worth goes right out the window, along with almost everything else. Lack of purpose**For example ( Read more... )

I don't hate you.

=)

environment
the environment exceeding on the level
of our unconciousness
for example
what does the billboard say?
"come and play, come and play
[forget about the movement]"

your anger is a gift

freedom, freedom... yeah right!

The debates in class is driving me crazy. It just shocks me that people can be so ignorant.

Casey told me that ( Read more... )

Confluence is the coming together of two streams. Two streams of different origin flowing together to become an inseparable flow as one. One stream cannot choose the other. It cannot resist the other or escape it. It is forced to undo itself, its very fabric and being, to unite with the other; completely losing its own identity. Despite this, I ( Read more... )

It's strange how you plan for something to go one way, and it goes the opposite direction. Most of the time it's always something bad that results, but I have to say I am enjoying this outcome.

I have this funny feeling inside & I like it.

I can't believe I said I felt guilty for this decision, because now I am happy. aw.

Brittany, you don't ( Read more... )