I am so tired right now. I've been up since 7:45. Why you may ask? Well, I guess I get up early so I don't feel lazy, BUT I don't get anything done. ha ha ha....I know I am so weird. I might as well sleep ( Read more... )

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Last night, I was watching some program, I forgot what it was called, but it made me start thinking how great it is to feel loved. To have someone to call when you're having a bad day. Someone to be your lover AND your best friend. To tell your secrets to. To look at the stars with. To fall alseep in their arms. To have someone to hug. Someone to ( Read more... )

I think there is somebody on my mind...
somebody that shouldn't be there..
I think I've liked him longer than I thought..
Why does this always happen to me??!
The question is...does he like me back?!
Probably not. Nothing I have is truly mine. I feel like I am dying inside. Like I am drowning and everyone is just sitting there watching me die ( Read more... )

I am SO tired....
someone wake me up..
someone call me or something..
I don't feel good....

Not very much went on today. I woke up around 10 from the thunder. I was sleepy and grumpy cuz the thunder woke me up and usually I like the thunder. So, I got up, made some pancakes for my dad and I, and when we were eating we started talking about some suspiscions we have about my mom...Made me really sad. I just hope I'm wrong about this ( Read more... )

Knowing people that care about me makes me happy....
I don't have much of that lately....
maybe you make me happy...???

I'm home on a friday night...how pathetic is that???!! Ever since Mario and I broke up, I have had no plans to do anything everyday. If I do end up doing something, it's either looking for a job, or some random spontaneous plans someone made with me last minute either cuz someone bailed on them and I am their fallback, or cuz they are bored. I ( Read more... )

I'm really tired...and I feel nauseated...

Ok, so these past few days it seems like I haven't signed online....well, its true. Okay, so, my dad has the internet in his room, and he has a router that we plug our cord into to get the internet also. He drilled a tiny whole into the wall so the cord goes to our room. And on saturday, I think it was saturday...oh well, he unplugged the cord from ( Read more... )