i have to pay for internet....

[atarisstar77]

Ok, so these past few days it seems like I haven't signed online....well, its true. Okay, so, my dad has the internet in his room, and he has a router that we plug our cord into to get the internet also. He drilled a tiny whole into the wall so the cord goes to our room. And on saturday, I think it was saturday...oh well, he unplugged the cord from his router so our internet doesn't work in our room. What an asshole!!!!!!!!! I even asked him about it and he said that that cord has nothing to do with us getting internet in the room. He straight lied to my face, and the reason I know this is because earlier when he was at work, I plugged it back in and it worked!! grrr!!! So anyway, he plugged it back in that night, and he did something to where the internet still doesn't work. I dont know why he does this to me, I never did anything to him for it to be like this between us. It's like he hates me. I dont know......... I just want to move away, far from everyone....far from all the drama. So, right now I am at kinkos paying for the internet by the minute. How shitty! My dad would rather me pay for the internet. I even told him I had a 6-8 page research paper due after spring break, and here is what he said "what do you want me to do?" WTF, I want you to fucking plug in that fucking cord, and fucking make the fucking internet work, DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!! Things just seemed crappy right now.

*This is me a couple days ago...daydreaming, I wonder what of???*


I haven't heard from Mario in like 2 days, part of it may be my fault cuz I've had my phone turned off, I try to avoid him. Cuz it hurts too much to talk to him and to kiss him and what not. Recently I was on the phone with him, and I asked him who he was talking to on the internet. He said "Sara." Sara is some girl that he liked before he got with me. I wish he would've lied to me, it hurt..... My heart is just so fucking broken right now......fuck all of this pain....