random crap...
I'm home on a friday night...how pathetic is that???!! Ever since Mario and I broke up, I have had no plans to do anything everyday. If I do end up doing something, it's either looking for a job, or some random spontaneous plans someone made with me last minute either cuz someone bailed on them and I am their fallback, or cuz they are bored. I never really have any solid plans. It's sad. I really want to see Jersey Girl before they don't show it at the theatres anymore....
Last night I hung out with Manny. We barely started talking like 3 days ago. He is a cool guy, and VERY sweet. So, I ended up meeting him last night along with his friends Chris, Teresa, and Greg. They seemed pretty cool, but for some unforseen reason, I felt out of place. I mean, Manny was sick and I know he wasn't feeling up to talking or really being out for that matter, and I didn't know his friends at all so I felt like the outcast. I know I played a part in it too though, I am nervous meeting more than 1 new person at a time, I can't help it. Especially when everyone else knows eachother and you're the only person who is new to the group. It's kind of like when you walk into a class or meeting late and everyone sort of just turns around and stares at you until you find your seat. ha ha.... I had fun though. We ended up going to the movies and seeing "Big Fish." That movie seriously is the worst that I've ever seen. I was so amazed that it even made it into the theatre. My ass hurt for sitting in the seat so long. After that we came outside and were standing there figuring out what we wanted to do after and an old friend of theirs came up and was talking to them, he was pretty cool though, we had the same cell phone and he liked The*Ataris!!<3333 ha ha.. :) We ended up at MolcaSalsa. I don't like their food very much, so I ended up getting some lemonade and fries which basically was a big bag of grease. ha ha. Then we decided to call it a night. I got out of the car and Manny gave me a hug. It's been awhile since I've had one of those, so I needed it....<333 I got on the internet for like a half hour and talked to Marcus <333 He is sick and he lost his voice. I am so sad cuz we usually talk every night before I go to sleep. I have come to love that boy so much. And when I say love, I mean it. He is like my best friend right now. I can cry to him and actually feel comfortable about it. Even though sometimes he is a little punk, I don't think I'd have it any other way..<333
So, since Mario and I broke up, I had to have my dad do my state taxes. Mario already did my federal. And I sat there while he was doing it. And then he was all, it looks like you should be getting back $461.00 from federal. And when Mario did it for me, it said that it should of only been $154.00. So, I decided that I would call the IRS first thing the next morning and clear up the mistake and then all of sudden my dad said "Oh wait, let me put you as a dependent...." WTF!!! My return went from $461 back to $154 like it was suppose to be in the first place. I am so upset because both of my parents know that I need to get my tags for my truck. And instead of letting me get my full return, they'd rather make more money off of me. And I don't want to hear it from anyone.. Spare me the talk of "At least they let you still live in their house.." I don't give a shit, I freakin pay rent! It may not be much, but its money that I could've used to save up to fix my truck. I don't understand why my parents are like that, instead of helping me out to get things in order, they'd rather see me struggle in order to make ends meet. I understand the fact that as a parent, it is sometimes good to make your kid struggle that way you know they could make it through a hard time. But, not all the time.....BLAH!!! I'm just frustrated..............--I guess you're the better person,
I guess you're better off,
so don't listen to me ramble on and on,
soon enough I'm sure to see you fall!--
Last night I hung out with Manny. We barely started talking like 3 days ago. He is a cool guy, and VERY sweet. So, I ended up meeting him last night along with his friends Chris, Teresa, and Greg. They seemed pretty cool, but for some unforseen reason, I felt out of place. I mean, Manny was sick and I know he wasn't feeling up to talking or really being out for that matter, and I didn't know his friends at all so I felt like the outcast. I know I played a part in it too though, I am nervous meeting more than 1 new person at a time, I can't help it. Especially when everyone else knows eachother and you're the only person who is new to the group. It's kind of like when you walk into a class or meeting late and everyone sort of just turns around and stares at you until you find your seat. ha ha.... I had fun though. We ended up going to the movies and seeing "Big Fish." That movie seriously is the worst that I've ever seen. I was so amazed that it even made it into the theatre. My ass hurt for sitting in the seat so long. After that we came outside and were standing there figuring out what we wanted to do after and an old friend of theirs came up and was talking to them, he was pretty cool though, we had the same cell phone and he liked The*Ataris!!<3333 ha ha.. :) We ended up at MolcaSalsa. I don't like their food very much, so I ended up getting some lemonade and fries which basically was a big bag of grease. ha ha. Then we decided to call it a night. I got out of the car and Manny gave me a hug. It's been awhile since I've had one of those, so I needed it....<333 I got on the internet for like a half hour and talked to Marcus <333 He is sick and he lost his voice. I am so sad cuz we usually talk every night before I go to sleep. I have come to love that boy so much. And when I say love, I mean it. He is like my best friend right now. I can cry to him and actually feel comfortable about it. Even though sometimes he is a little punk, I don't think I'd have it any other way..<333
So, since Mario and I broke up, I had to have my dad do my state taxes. Mario already did my federal. And I sat there while he was doing it. And then he was all, it looks like you should be getting back $461.00 from federal. And when Mario did it for me, it said that it should of only been $154.00. So, I decided that I would call the IRS first thing the next morning and clear up the mistake and then all of sudden my dad said "Oh wait, let me put you as a dependent...." WTF!!! My return went from $461 back to $154 like it was suppose to be in the first place. I am so upset because both of my parents know that I need to get my tags for my truck. And instead of letting me get my full return, they'd rather make more money off of me. And I don't want to hear it from anyone.. Spare me the talk of "At least they let you still live in their house.." I don't give a shit, I freakin pay rent! It may not be much, but its money that I could've used to save up to fix my truck. I don't understand why my parents are like that, instead of helping me out to get things in order, they'd rather see me struggle in order to make ends meet. I understand the fact that as a parent, it is sometimes good to make your kid struggle that way you know they could make it through a hard time. But, not all the time.....BLAH!!! I'm just frustrated..............--I guess you're the better person,
I guess you're better off,
so don't listen to me ramble on and on,
soon enough I'm sure to see you fall!--