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am i ugly? do i smell? seriously what the fuck. ive got like vagina repellant or something. im not living im just killing time. whatever just sick of being alone and watching all these happy couple fucks. sorry for posting twice in 1 day and taking up space.

p.s. superman died today, chris reeves

fixed my computer. im alive not dead least not yet. liz came over yesterday after getting wrecked at angelas. i was going to go back to jacksonville with her but i had family over fuck. so next weekend or something i am going to jax with her and stay for a couple days. going to miss the through the eyes of the dead show tonite fucking godamn ( Read more... )

due to a rage i had my computer is temporarily down.

house phone 365 0867 call if you must.

i mutilated my hand. pills and alcohol dont mix well.

**edit**nothing can fill the void in my life. if there isnt one thing that hasnt gone wrong in my life id like to know what it is. homecoming was horrible. i didnt want to be there and be a killjoy and ruin everyones nite. it made me feel like an asshole staying around. i hate being in social situations i dont have somewhat control of. whenever im ( Read more... )

December 14, 5:00 pm, $9 (Tues) - Bury Your Dead, Scars of Tomorrow, A Perfect Murder, The Acacia Strain; Orlando @ BackboothBury your fucking dead and acacia strain + scars and perfect murder 5 days before my birthday thatd be a rad present. Parade today. GO karts. Toilet paper. Nazis. What more can you ask for. Getting horror nite ticket tonite ( Read more... )

somewhat of a new lj layout. homecoming parade tomorrow and since im rad and in chefs club i get to be on a float with a chefs coat and shit/miss 5th period since i have culinary operations 2 4th period and culinary ops 1 6th period and basically yeah. this one girl stares at me during 5th shes hot so all good brah. ive been nice lately but only ( Read more... )

today on the outside i was like fine and actually more of a good person today but for some reason i felt really distressed and depressed on the inside. this needs to stop but i dont know what to do or solve it. horror nites soon that shit looks good this year. and home coming i dont know if i want to go. i cant go to converge such fuckingbullshit ( Read more... )

homecoming is in like what 4 days? being as lame as me i have no one to go with and im not even sure if i want to anymore. who wants to pay $25 to sit around drink punch people usually spike/spit in it (i know that because im one of those people), and watch white people trying to dance to niggertunes, and watch everyone be all happy and cuddling ( Read more... )

this week has been one of the loneliest times ive experienced. my surroundings now bore me yet to a certain extent make me want to leave. and yet to get my converge ticket if its sold out im most likely going to be banned from the mall. we are all to blame. im hoping life at this point right now wont get any worse.