a song for a rainy day
**edit**nothing can fill the void in my life. if there isnt one thing that hasnt gone wrong in my life id like to know what it is. homecoming was horrible. i didnt want to be there and be a killjoy and ruin everyones nite. it made me feel like an asshole staying around. i hate being in social situations i dont have somewhat control of. whenever im gone dead/alive id want everyone to forget me and remember nothing good about me just for the sake of me resting/leaving in peace. and im perfectly fine alone. its not like ill ever not be alone. for what its worth its been fun but im not an impact in anyones life, more than half of the people i know would be better off not knowing me because of things ive done. just being content to myself will get me by without me getting attached to anyone or opening up.