I know that i am not prefect. In fact no one on this earth is prefect no matter what they might believe. We all have our flaws, especially me. I am stubborn, argumentative at times, i let my emotions get the better of me, and according to most people there are times when i talk to much. I may have flaws but without them i would never have gotten as ( Read more... )

I am tired of crying myself to sleep each night. If he doesnt want to be with me anymore i just wish he would come out and say so instead of pulling me along. I cant keep going like this my emotions are wearing thin and i am not sure how much of this i can take ( Read more... )

Who does this? Really i want to know ( Read more... )

Since my last post it seems things have not gotten any better in my life. Finding out one is pregnant even though she has been taking all the right precautions in order to not do so can turn one for a loop if i must say so myself. So far his parents and my mom are taking it quite well and are being quite supportive which makes me happy to a degree ( Read more... )

I understand that it is after 2 am in the morning and here i am online ranting, but you have to understand that when you go to a party where there is drinking people should not try to stick their noses into other peoples business. I normally dont mind people giving advice on random things however i dont like being called out in public at a party ( Read more... )

I figured it had been a long time since my last post and since i have had alot of extra time on my hands i would go ahead and post a very nice long update on how things have been going with me ( Read more... )

Thinking about running away and actually doing so are two different things. For months my mind has pondered on the thought of just packing up my car with only the most important things and driving away. At the time i had no real destination, only the need to get away. To leave the life that i had. The two jobs, the supposed best friend/boyfriend, ( Read more... )

1. Dale and i no longer date, we havent for a while now ( Read more... )

I am currently sitting at grandpas computer in jackson tn. I am staying with my grandpa this week for thanksgiving. I will probably be heading back to fayetteville on either saturday or sunday, more than likely sunday ( Read more... )

Dale and i are offically broken up and are now just friends ( Read more... )