Is it normal that everytime I hear that a solidier has died or been kidnapped I get this sickening feeling in my stomach? Today while I was on lunch in the breakroom I saw on CNN that a group of Navy Seals are missing and had to fight back the tears. I'm so scared one day I'll be watching the news praying that isnt Kyle. I know he isnt "supposed" ( Read more... )

Im so bored! I seem to somehow contracted a stomach virus and have been laying in bed ALL day. I've read a book, watched two movies and chatted online. I'm running out of things to do. While there's absolutely no way I couldve gone to work today, my parents are making me feel so bad ab calling in sick. Ahh, I swear nothing I do is ever good enough ( Read more... )

I apologize in advance for this entry. I just really need to vent! I feel like Im being pulled in a million different directions. I have become a damn workaholic. I thought working 40 hrs a week would be great bc i would make so much money. And while Im making more money than I thought I would with my overtime and stuff dealing with angry customers ( Read more... )

THREE MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT! I cant wait to go home for the summer! These next three weeks are going to be crazy. I cant wait! I just need to go to class tomorrow, Thurs and Monday and then I'll be done except for exams. I have only four exams and I'll be finished at 10:30 Tuesday May 3. THANK GOD. Then it's off to Chicago for a couple days to ( Read more... )

This is going to be my last entry about Japan. I should never have written about it to begin with. I guess my emotions got the best of me. However, this is a private issue between Kyle and I and ultimately it is us who make the decision. By making it so public, I allowed outside opinions to influence me and that's not OK. There's more to this issue ( Read more... )

I just had the most amazing weekend ever! I picked Kyle up at the airport Friday night at 8. I have never been so nervous. Ha, it was like we were going out for the first time. I love that feeling. It's so great because everytime he comes home I fall in love with him all over again. Anyways, I had cooked spagetti earlier for him so we came back to ( Read more... )

Life has been rather crazy it seems! This whole Japan thing has got me really f*cked up in the head. I'm leaning more towards getting married and going with him though. That's my gut feeling and I dont want to go against it. Also, I've done a ton of research about schooling over there and I could finish my core classes while I was in Japan. So I ( Read more... )

I feel like every entry I add on here is depressing but unfortunately here's another one. Kyle got his orders today for JAPAN! What the hell am I gonna do with him in Japan? That's definitely not the Pensacola his CO told Kyle he was 99% sure he was getting. This is bullshit. That's halfway around the world. I feel numb. We talked about getting ( Read more... )

So I've decided that Im giving up sorority. I just cant take the added stress anymore. Judith, one of our advisors, is breathing down my neck about a paper that isnt due for another week or so. Unfortunately the last publications officer didnt do her job so i have to write the history about events that I wasnt even there for. And all Judith can say ( Read more... )

Sry I havent updated in a while. I finally got internet in my new place. These past two weeks or so have been crazy. Kyle came home after having been gone for 7 weeks. It was so awesome to see him again; I miss hiim so much when he's gone but thats life i guess. School is kicking my ass. My car broke down so I missed my Biology test. At first, she ( Read more... )